Late Night Thoughts

So the Mr. & I decided to spend the day together. Funny,right? Its funny because me and him are always busy doing other time that we forget that we need to spend a day with just us. We talked about the "big move". Yeah its a big move for both of us. We also talked about the name I came up with my company. We also slept from 6pm till 11pm. I think we are good now....

.Nik.

Turning the page

I realized something. I am proud as hell at the woman staring back at me in the mirror. I have come a long way from that spoiled girl. I stepped out on faith and chose to be out on my own. I have been through some setbacks and through some crazy ass highs. After thinking about all of it all I can do is smile. Im about to walk into another chapter in my life and I cant wait to see what life has in store me. If HE has my back then I'll be good.

Another falls back...

I mean damn buckeey really? I actually liked you on charm school and here you go a f' up my 2 percent like. I guess what they say must be true. And raw buckeey? I guess AIDS, STD or just maybe a baby never came to mind. Yeah he played you...

* For those who dont know what im talking about, Im talking about the buckeey sex tape that is going around. Its clear ass day. If somebody can seriously prove that thats not her I will take my words back. And naw im not puttin the video up.

.Nik.

To the Mr.

"Would you love me if I didn't workout or I didn't change my natural hair? And could I be the one you want to grow older with baby? I'll give you all that I got"

Thanks for proving that you will!

.Nik.

Just letting go. I understand now key!

Sometimes its like that

.Nik.

So I woke up this morning and realized 3 things: 1. The rent is due 2. My check from Trs is in my bank account 3. Its May 1st. Meaning next month I will be turning 21. Meaning I need to do some inner house cleaning...

-Get rid of people who are not postive, not supportive of me, my dreams, and goals, and not doing anything with their lives.

-Spend time with family, friends and myself.

- Laugh More, Smile More and try to understand more.

-Realize that I am not superwoman and that is fine.

-Stop letting my life get so cluttered

-Learn to say please and thank you more

-Stop being afraid to say I love you

-Learn that the past is gone...

-Realize that I cant change everything and everyone

Got more but I tired...

.Nik.

Birthday Shout Outs!! Love you girls!!!

I meant to do this the other day but I so forgot so...

Happy 21st Birthday Christa(April 17th)
I love you man like my own sister! We got hella years together and hella more together! Hope you enjoyed your birthday! Love Ya

Happy 21st Birthday Towanda(April 18th)
You will always be my chica! I miss you and you already know we gotta get back close! Hope your 21st was a great as you!! Love ya!

.Nik.

Earth Day!!!

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Today is Earth Day and I have decided that I will start doing my green part!
So here are the small changes I will be making...

1-Recycle my plastic, metal and other recycleables(sp?)
2-If I can walk to it, I will. I have gotten lazy and have been driving my car to my apartment mailbox! That will save gas and help tone my legs for the summer.
3- I will start eating at home. That will cut down on gas driving to and from the fast food places and cut down on my trash.
4. If I have to get a plastic bag, I will reuse it for something else.

Its baby steps but its baby steps that turn in into adult walks! So corny I know!

.Nik.

Divorce Court

Okay so im at my hair salon watching divorce court. Its a woman on there who is in court with her ex husband. They are in court because he wants his game system and sneaks they she bought for him and took back. Now the whole story was she was basically taking care him. He was a spolied ass brat. When she bought stuff for her kids (she had 4) she had to buy him something too. He had no job and wasn't trying to get one. Then this negro had the nerve to cheat. See this is why black women go crazy. She gave this fool all this stuff. Since he was not working(strike number 1) he could have least had the house cleaned and food cooked for when she came home. He is one of those "men" who feel like doing stuff like that is beneath him. Then he tries to say that his reason behind dog cheating(strike number 2) ways is because he had a "feeling" about her ex. WTF?!? Then the negro wasn't even cute!!(strike number 3 negro you out!)

.Nik.

Im on my way!

Okay so I have finally decided to go to school yall. Since 2005 I have been working and have been thinking about going to school but never pushed myself. Until now. I am going to school for fashion design. I have the street sense of fashion but now I want the book sense of it. Im not going to a traditional(sp?) college which is how I want it. I don't want to say the school cause I don't want to jinx it. Kita bout to be a college girl!

My skin

"Your skin so pretty." "Kita, your skin is glowing!" Those were the comments given to me today at work making me smile. Why is this important to me? Well I use to hate skin. I hated being dark skin. It took years for me to love my skin. I work hard on my skin. So comments like that put me on a natural high....

Rainy in the A/ News on clothing line

This rain has me in a foul mood. Normally I love the rain. It calms me and sometimes put me in a lovey dovey mood. But today is not the case. I won't go into details but I have been annoyed all damn day. Work, traffic(sat in traffic for 35 mins), boyfriend and friends. Some good came out of the rain today though. I cleaned up my apartment(been meaning to that for a day or so), washed my hair(and realized I need a damn perm, I haven't had one in months been doing the natural route), did a foot mask, a facial mask and painted my nails. So I guess the rain is not so bad...

I will be putting out my t-shirts this summer!! I will start putting them out in june. I will be hitting up fashion shows, events and everywhere promoting my line! So look for it soon!

My Home

Okay I know when I talk you can't tell, but I have atlanta blood in my veins. (Leave it to Steel, I sound like New-New). I'm atlanta all the way. From my walk, my swag, my style, and my hustle. Atlanta is where my heart is. I always thought about moving to the Chi but its nothing like my city. "Forever I Love Atlanta"

Teyana Taylor Google Me/Beauty Blog

This song is crazy dope! I remember watching her on MTV's Sweet Sixteen and the girl is cool. So I'm doing my part by making this girl, this song and this video known!

Anyways so I have been thinking about creating another blog. It will be a "urban" beauty blog for the beautyheads(I made that word so stop bitin) all around.
What's a beautyhead?
Long story short-a person who is addicted to beauty. So be on the look out for it!

She is Me and Me is She

Classic Urban Beauty you ask?

Its a mixture of the vintage era mixed in with the new school era. Both eras joining together and forming inside of me. Which brings Classic Urban Beauty.

Who are you?
I am the creator of this expressive no holds barred blog. I am a young, old hustler with Louis 13 dreams and Patron money. My style mixes a Louis bag with Nikes. Chanel shades with Levi jeans. Wear what I please and do as I say. I curse like a sailor, burp when it comes up, sleep until 2 and I refuse to say sorry for it. A sinner who wont throw stones. I plan to take the fashion world by storm. Write that in stone cause I mean it. A sidekick chick who might get buried with her phone. I got my own place, my own car, 2 jobs. I'm bad.

What is this blog about?
Me. My feelings, my thoughts, my ideas, my photos, my friends, things that catch my eye. A place other than my home where I can say whatever I want.