Late Night Thoughts

So the Mr. & I decided to spend the day together. Funny,right? Its funny because me and him are always busy doing other time that we forget that we need to spend a day with just us. We talked about the "big move". Yeah its a big move for both of us. We also talked about the name I came up with my company. We also slept from 6pm till 11pm. I think we are good now....

.Nik.

Turning the page

I realized something. I am proud as hell at the woman staring back at me in the mirror. I have come a long way from that spoiled girl. I stepped out on faith and chose to be out on my own. I have been through some setbacks and through some crazy ass highs. After thinking about all of it all I can do is smile. Im about to walk into another chapter in my life and I cant wait to see what life has in store me. If HE has my back then I'll be good.

Another falls back...

I mean damn buckeey really? I actually liked you on charm school and here you go a f' up my 2 percent like. I guess what they say must be true. And raw buckeey? I guess AIDS, STD or just maybe a baby never came to mind. Yeah he played you...

* For those who dont know what im talking about, Im talking about the buckeey sex tape that is going around. Its clear ass day. If somebody can seriously prove that thats not her I will take my words back. And naw im not puttin the video up.

.Nik.

To the Mr.

"Would you love me if I didn't workout or I didn't change my natural hair? And could I be the one you want to grow older with baby? I'll give you all that I got"

Thanks for proving that you will!

.Nik.

Just letting go. I understand now key!

Sometimes its like that

.Nik.

So I woke up this morning and realized 3 things: 1. The rent is due 2. My check from Trs is in my bank account 3. Its May 1st. Meaning next month I will be turning 21. Meaning I need to do some inner house cleaning...

-Get rid of people who are not postive, not supportive of me, my dreams, and goals, and not doing anything with their lives.

-Spend time with family, friends and myself.

- Laugh More, Smile More and try to understand more.

-Realize that I am not superwoman and that is fine.

-Stop letting my life get so cluttered

-Learn to say please and thank you more

-Stop being afraid to say I love you

-Learn that the past is gone...

-Realize that I cant change everything and everyone

Got more but I tired...

.Nik.