New Years Ish

Normally I dont make New Years goals because I start them and quit or forget about them.Well not 09 Baby!
New Years Aims...

Learn to manage my money better-I randomly spend too much. Spending 200 on beauty products a month is crazy! I have bigger and better things planned for 09 so I cant be broke trying to do them!

Get my eating habits on track-I eat fast food too much. I guess its my addiction to fries! Im not saying that I will stop but I will create other altenatives like cooking at home.

Start ACTUALLY working on my body-Im not trying to lose all this kind of weight or anything. I want my body to be healthy, active and toned.

Take better care of my skin and hair-With all of the stuff going on with my daily I tend to neglect my hair and skin.

Say how I really feel when something gets to me-Sometimes I hold my mouth because I dont wanna always come off as rude but its startin to take a toll on me.

Do community service-I honestly want to help out my community, I can't continue to see people in need and not help. I have been thinking about helping with a battered women shelter. Also doing some walks and helping out at the baby ward at some hospitals as well as giving time to the termailly ill at the hospital. I have also signed up to be a big sister. I can't wait!

Build my G.P.A back up-My last quarter killed my G.P.A. So it my goal before I transfer to get back to working hard and hitting those books to get that G.P.A. up!

Dress up my look-I want to experiment with different types of clothing styles. You can't knock it until you try it!

Learn to have more patience for people and FULLY think before I express myself-Tired of pulling my foot out my mouth.

I feel all of these will make a better me
Nikita

Hmmm.

I'm not ready. But I will be.

Nik

Words unheard became Heard

Sometimes GOD puts you in certain place so you can be then when something happens. Why? So you can either see or hear it. Its what you needed at the time.That's how I feel right now. He put me there on Tuesday to hear those words I needed to hear. He knows I have been sad over it and I needed to hear those words. He was speaking to me. And I was listening.

I was listening.

Nik.

6 Heartbeats

How I define friends?
Those that you can call on no matter how small or big. The ones that allow you trip but don't allow you to fall. Those that support and believe in you even when you don't believe in yourself. Those that love you despite your past. Those that care enough about you to not allow you to damage yourself.

Thanks loves....

Chris-My pusher
Jazs-My comic relief
Carrisa-My inspiration
Brit-My mirror....

Walt-My life tutor
Steel-My Conformation

Nik

To whom it may concern,

You can keep hitting me, I refuse to get knocked out. I may fall but believe I'm getting back up. Back me into a corner and I can promise you I will always come out swinging and winning. I will not let you get to me and control my emotions and actions. Naw homie. If anybody is going to bring me down its going to be no one. Yeah you heard me. No one. You mad cause I stay in your mind and you wanna knock me off my high. Well get ready to feel that for a lifetime because I will continue to make you feel that way.

Living My Life,
Nikita"Nik" Brown

Live ya Life

I am done with school till Jan 12. During these 10 weeks(9 for me) I have dropped 3 classes and picked up none. So at the end of this quarter I will walk away with only completing 1 class. In all honestly I don't feel bad. I really didn't feel like taking those classes. Oh well.

Thinking of changing my major again.
No longer sure what I want to do. I still wanna own my fashion line but not sure if I want to attend school for it. Thinking of doing journalism or public relations or something. What do yall think? You know me, what do you think I am good at?

I worried that I'm becoming girly. Shocker right? One reason I think this? I got my nails done. Full set. French manicure. Reason number two? I am thinking about wearing makeup. OMGoodness! I have not worn makeup since 12th grade Dancing Dolls. Hmmm. Whatev.

Chicago is calling me but Atlanta is pulling me. Nuff said.

Starting my online bath and candle store Feb 15 2009. Got any name ideas?

Ma said speak once but think twice-Lil Mama A Millie

Dang Snow Fairy

I just checked out 3rdtwin blog and I realized I have to tell 7 random things about me. Well I'm cooler than most so I will give 7 things about 7...things!

7 things that annoy me
1.Bad Liars-If you are come to me with a lie, come correct.
2. Great sales with no money
3.People who expect you to pay all the time.
4.Spoiled grown men/women
5.My promise to no longer smoke.
6. Slow ass sidekicks
7.People who TRY to bring me down.

7 people who inspire me
1-Mom
2.Christa
3.Carrisa
4.Obama
5.Dawn(Danity Kane)
6.Grandmother(Rest In Paradise)
7.Dad(Rest in Paradise)

7 things that make me happy
1.Text messages
2.Cards
3.Flowers for no reason
4.Sexy ass shades
5.Creating a dance
6. Sunny and windy days
7. Checking things off my to-do list

7 celebs that are killing it right now
1.Keri Hilson
2.Solange
3.Rihanna
4.Dawn
5.Lil Wanye
6.Kanye West
7.Pharell-Spazz Out!

7 things you may/may not know about me

1.I want to do EVERYTHING and don't want to realize I can't.
2.I truly miss my family.
3.I don't take myself too seriously. I laugh at myself all the time.
4.As long you try, you will always have my respect.
5. Day 26 is one of my fav groups.
6. I don't regret that I didn't graduate high school. Only that my mom didn't see my walk.
7.Fashion isn't as big to me as it use to be.

7 favorite foods
1.Hot wings
2.Papa johns
3.Hot dogs with baked beans
4.My chilli
5.Plain chips with vanilla ice cream
6.Popcorn shrimp
7.Ham with yam sauce

7 songs that's been on replay on my ipod
1.Exclusive-Day 26
2.Live Your Life-T.I./Rihanna
3.Turning Me On-Keri Hilson/Lil Wanye
4.Chanpange Chronic Nightcap-Solange/Lil Wanye
5.Hollywood-The Carters
6.Bad Girl-Danity Kane
7.Right Here-Brandy