Yeah I'm Hurting But....

I was BUILT TO LAST!

Life is A Bitch Depending On How You Dress Her...

Today was hard! My life with Mr. is hard right now. But I was built to last.

Enough Said

Nik.

Are we destined to fail?

Why spend money on weed when your lights are off?

Our generation trips me out sometimes. I have just been thinking about the things we do and why we do them. Thinking about myself and my friends, I realize we make the dumbest choices. I know people who will spend their last dime of some damn weed and let their phone get cut off. Will spend money on a bunch of clothes and won't pay their bills. Will spend a check they just got on the club but won't put that money up for a rainy day. I can't really talk because I have the same(not the weed thing) thing but I can be the voice. Our generation is being set up to fail all the time and we keep falling in the traps. Maybe not everywhere but its like that in my surroundings. I know people say why save money if you can't die with it. Well you don't know when you are going to die so why be broke while you are here? Are those rims on you car more important than that college loan you paying? I guess I get mad about it cause I am guilty of doing it as well so after looking at it from another point view I really feel stupid! So I decided I am going to be better with my money...

-Take 10%-15% out of every check.
-Put away money for a retirement fund.(plan on retiring at age 35)
-Pay all bills 1st before buying other things.
-Save up for things (Trip,house etc.)

Hell its a start....

Nik.

My Life Is Based On A True Story

So lately I have been going through somethings both good and bad. I am 21 now so I need to be making bigger and better moves. I took the first step and went to school. While I was sitting in my english class today, I gained back my passion for writing. When i started this blog I started as something to do from time to time. As I look back at my older posts,I noticed I had something to say but didn't know how to. Then I realized that this is my damn blog! I can say whatever I want to say how I want to say it!  I am a young african american female with a lot of views and thoughts so of course I have a lot to say! I guess I was worried about what people would say but honestly I don't care. If I lived my life based off what people thought me I would be in deep depression. But Im not. I love who I am and what I am becoming. I have changed so much it is crazy! But we all have to go though changes. Its oh so needed. So please expect more blogging from me. This is my way of telling my story. I don't expect everybody to agree with everything I say but it not meant to please everyone else. Its just my life. The truth and the whole truth and nothing but.

I also have to say. Chica I love you just like you are my sister and its hurting me to see you going through this. Dont let someone knock you down and keep you down. If he is not going to be here then say whatever and keep it moving. Life is so unpredictable so dont waste you time dwelling on something that's so not worth your energy and time. You are hella better than that. I know you are cause you are my chica and I pick them very wisely. I dont kick it with girls that are negative,not worth my time and not doing anything for themselves(maybe just one but you know how that is!). So please don't fall back. Let this be your drive to bigger and better things. Remember we are cooler than the other side of the pillow and tighter than tight. Love you!

Join on the ride called life....

Nik.

School Time-Nik a College Girl now!

Okay kiddos, so I start school on monday I'm super excited! My 1st on monday is a 8am English class. If you know anything about me then you its hard me to get up in the morning...unless its for something I really want to do....

So I will be there bright and early!

Nik.

Yea.

Defeat only makes me stronger.

Nik.