Yeah, I have been neglecting my blog but its for good reason! I have been super busy! So I guess I will catch you on...My Life is Based On A True Story

-Jan 20 was def a day for change! I was just getting off my tour at GSU and heading to school on the train when he got sworn in but I got it on line. Obama's swag is crazy yall! And the funny thing is he isn't trying to be cool. He is going to bring a whole new light to that White House. Now people please understand this...He is not going to be able to fix 8 years of messups in 2009. It is going to take some time. It is also going to take the people who voted for him and the people who want to see change to stand behind him and help whenever we can. He did this for ALL of us so it takes ALL to support him. I don't care what anybody says but Michelle ball gown and the outfit she wore when he got sworn in was cute! Everybody was tripping because she didn't pick black designers to do her outfits so what! Yall don't trip when Beyonce and Rihanna aren't wearing black designers and yall be all over them! If you do your research you would know that the designers were all YOUNG. Both her and Barack have a strong connection to the younger community. Respect that!

-School is coming along good. Glad to be taking English 102. I like that my teacher pushes us when we write.

-Swagg is still a spoiled brat who refuses to sleep in a dog bed.

-My fashion sense is changing. My clothes are becoming more me and less trend.

-Even though I am changing majors and school you still need to be aware that I will be making this fashion world shine in a few!

-I have really been getting into my community service. I have found a church were I can be apart of their soup kitchen and I will be doing some volunteer work at a children's home. I have been thinking and I seriously want to work with young girls 12-17 and help get them or keep them on the road on love,success, and faith. I believe those are the ages when girls start to find themselves and figure out what the world is really about. I want to show them that you don't have to be naked and selling yourself short to be noticed. Respect is given to those that earn it.

- I am also starting my healthy hair journey like so many others this year. I don't want all this long hair and all that but I do want healthy managable hair.And if long hair comes with that then cool!

That's all folks!

Nikita

All I have to say...

I'm still standing.









Nikita

If they want you,best believe they will find you.

So I am working steady to getting my "independent lady" on. I am completing some things that I left hanging in 2008. I learned a lot in the impact panel I attened today. I plan to take a lot of the info with me and try to prevent others from making mistakes that could possibly affect them,friends,loved ones or someone they never met.

You may look at me and wonder what if?
What if I would have said this?
What if I would have done that?
Maybe things would be like this...

I wonder the same.

Nikita

Im swaggin Im surfin...

I have been thinking about going the natural again. When I first tried it I was misinformed. So I will give it another shot in about in a month or two. I have been following some really wonderful blogs (Thanks Ambrosia!) and gotten that little push to try it again!

Upon starting the new year I realized something! I am growing up! I am starting to take control of my life(with GOD still my captain) and working towards my goals and dreams. I am have so much that I want to do this year,next year,five years from now and I don't want to continue to hold myself down. I refuse to be my own worst enemy. I will leave that to others. I have come to learn that hard work, prayer, understanding and patience must be on my toolbelt. The world is not centered around so I need to adjust my spoiled way of thinking. Everyone does not think like Nikita and everyone may not understand my way of thinking. Over this year I took one of the biggest hits to my hearts. I hated everyone in the situation which in turned made me begin to hate myself. I thought about it everyday and allowed anger,hurt, and sadness to make a place in my heart. I won't allow myself to continue to walk around with my head down consumed with others' mistakes. I forgive everyone involved and am closing that chapter. GOD said he will never put more on us than we can handle and I truly believe it. If nothing else I believe in his word because it has been proven time and time again. I love me more than ever now! I feel happier when I wake up. I feel loved with my friends and loved ones. I had to allow myself to open my heart and take on life. I value and love the people in my life. I had to make choices about friends(good and bad) which had end results that I feel were for the best for both parties. I will continue to meet new people and apply an open mind. Hey, they must have had an open mind and patience to deal with me! I look forward to my new year.

Nik